Man oh man, I'm still confused. Now more then ever, but I'm trying to focus in on some other things right now...I've found that friends are not like this blogger... You just can't vent and vent and vent and expect them to just listen. Doesn't work that way. I'm beginning to see that folks don't want to hear about your world all the time. Some folks just don't want to be bothered, and some are just "dream killers." They figure if they have something negative to say for each positive you talk about that eventually you would catch the hint and shut up. I call them dream killers cause they always shooting down your dreams. They always got some smart ass comment or something like that... At first they use to annoy me, but now well I don't even pay them any attention. See I don't need folks that cannot be honest with me or themselves, but at the same time folks gotta know when to shut the fuck up! Sometimes being a friend is not saying anything at all, and sometimes being a friend is offering your opinion. I hate people that do too much of both or more one then the other.

I find that I keep good news to myself cause a lot of folks hate on you when they hear it. I feel like I'm on one of those Geico commercials, and I'm like guess what I saved a bunch of money on my car insurance, and everybody is looking at me with the dick look... Like so? Friends are a dime a dozen, and lately I've been wanting to trade some in... But I want to take them to carmax so I don't have to get any new ones. Just trade in the old ones and receive wholesale value for them. No need to buy any new ones, I already have more then enough. And yes comparing your friendships to trading in a car may be cruel, but sometimes you got to look at people for who and what they are. And if they hold no more value to you then your car, then maybe you should re-think your friendship....