Some one left a comment on my blogger about the Ulitmate Love. And that I must look deep within myself to find the ultimate love. The Ultimate Love can only be found in GOD. And true I will have to look within myself to find the GOD in me. I don't think any man can be compared to GOD, so no I'm not looking for a man to be my Ultimate Love. That will come when I find myself spiritually. And while I think I'm in the right direction, sometimes it's hard. They also said that I will not have to tolerate any man's foolishness... Hmmm... I don't tolerate that now. Love and realtionships come in many shapes and forms. And to be honest, we are all grown... If you know someone and love them then you have to make a choose whether or not to accept them. There is no perfect situation or relationship. You deal with what only you can deal with. We can all pretend we live in glass houses and say what we will and will not choose to deal with certain things. In the end we are human and we often find ourselves dealing with things we said we would never deal with. But there is one thing I cannot deal with and that is lies. The people that hurt me the most were the people who practiced to deceive. And I've found that people will judge you until the end of time. I can't let those people destroy my happiness because in the end I'm the only person that has to deal with my life. No one else.