Frankie Beverly and Maze... You know the drill... That's what I'm listening to... Ironically I'm listening to Joy and Pain... Interesting analogy the song makes... He compares the Joy and Pain of love to Sunshine and Rain. You cannot live without either in your life. You need sunshine and you need rain. Without pain, you cannot function and without Joy you can't live. Hmmmm..... I guess that's why I'm always listening to some old school music... People just don't write songs like that anymore.

Back to the analogy. Not all stories have happy endings. But that doesn't mean it's not a good story. See in the end, we all want a happy ending. I don't know if I'll ever get the happy ending I was hoping to get. Maybe I will but with another story. Are you following me people? And just because I decided to cut one story short doesn't mean I won't ever go on any more "love" journeys. I personally think life is filled with them. For some reason, I was meant to learn a lesson from all this. I wonder what it was... Maybe it's that you can't force someone to love you. Or maybe it's that you can't help everybody out in life. Or maybe it's the old cliche' phrase of leading a horse to water... Who knows...But now it's time for me to embark on another venture. Maybe this one will go better... Maybe it won't. But I did learn that whatever happens, that I need to enjoy the person and stop planning for "our" future.