Its 8:30 in the am and I have had 3 hours of sleep and Im officially tired. I think about all the self sacrifice and wonder if its all worth it? Is the career choice I made the smartest? Most financially sound? Will it ensure retirement at an early age? Most likely no! Its hella hard work, sleepless nights, and aching body parts. Idk if thats what I had in mind when I was six and wanted to be a fashion designer. But now Im in this life wondering just how imma get it all done. Its so much for one person. I guess its worth it.