Tuesday, May 30, 2006

I'm tired of hustling... Tired of grinding and really tired of working! See a 9 to 5 is one thing... But the day to day grind, well that's getting tired. Real quick... I want so bad to just relax and in the scheme of life, I just don't get to do it. Well not too often!! I need a Dutch right now... Chocolate, Vanilla, Strawberry, Cherry, Peach... Doesn't matter the flava.... I just need one...My mind needs to be somewhere else, and I need to be sleep... At least for a good two to three hours. I feel a nap is needed in my life. For those of you that know me, you know that parts of me loathe sleep. But right about now, I welcome it. Sleep is often called the cousin of death. (yes way before Nas said it) That's because it's one of those things that you cannot live without. It's inevitable. Like Death! No matter what you do, you gonna fall alseep eventually. All the no doz and drugs in the world isn't going to prevent you from sleeping. When it comes to the end, either you will sleep or die. No matter what, you're shutting your eyes and your body will shut down. Whether or not it gets back up is the question.

So what exactly is sleep. I often think of it as your body slowing down. While you're resting, your body performs certain functions. It's getting you ready for your next day of activity. People say you need 8 hours of sleep. I never realized it, but that's a long time to be asleep. So how much of your life are you actually awake?

And just think about how much you are missing out on while you are sleep. Only certain people think about stuff like that. Mainly hustlas. That's because a hustla never wants to miss out on opportunity. My "boyfriend" is not a hustla. I don't see how we get along. That's because I am one. And I can say in this blogger a million and one times that I'm tired of it, but I will never stop. I don't know any other way...

Gotta stay on that grind... Maybe I need to rethink my relationship... How can a hustla ever be with someone that's not... Or maybe, I just need to get some sleep... The world will survive one day without me hustlin...

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Man I googled tired of hustling thinking someone knew what I was talking bout but got your bullshit rambling instead. The trap is just that a trap, an I'm getting tired...

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