Someone sent me one of those forward emails. You know the kind. Pass this on to seven people, etc... But this one spoke of family and how often we mistreat the ones we love. I found that to be so true. We are all guilty of overlooking the onest that mean the most to us. To be honest, I feel like that's when you know someone truly loves, they overlook you. It's cruel, but honest.

I don't have that much family. Just a son, a sister, mother and father and a special someone. But I have a whole host of friends that are like family to me. And yes I can be cruel to them too. I guess it's a human thing. You often don't know how much a person is worth until they are gone. I've lost some good people in my life. Some of whom I will never see again. God willing I will see them in heaven. But I'm at the point in my life that I just can't live without certain people. They complete me. One of those people is my son, one is my friend. You know my "FRIEND." And the other is my sister. I think my life would be miserable if one of these three people weren't in it. I miss my son terribly when he's away. I love him soooooo much. And yes I probably could be a better mom, but I know he loves me regardless. Which makes my inadequacies that much easer to deal with. (I guess I spelled that right)