Yeah, I had some entries on here that I took down. That's cause folks like to read my blogger, swear it was about them, and cause drama. The two entries were a little personal, so I took them down. So I guess I'll rant about something else today.
To be honest, I'm still mad, but I'll get over it. I hate the fact that people do not understand the meaning of friendship. And all too often, it involves some sort of back-stabbing or misunderstanding that no one bothers to resolve. In which case, none of us is perfect, so it would behoove me to just push certain people aside that are currently in my life. This way I know that no more drama will occur. I really don't like dealing with people. Maybe that's why I really don't go anywhere. It's work and home/work and back to work again. I feel like it's safe to not really bother with people. Because all of a sudden, someone has a problem with me, and my kindness. I do not know why people want me to become like them. I will never be like anyone else. I can only be me. Whether that's being kind, or wearing my hair curly, or wearing baggy clothes, or not wearing any make up. I can only be me. I've found that by being on this earth for 32 years that the only person/people I have to worry about is me and my son. And while other people come in and out of your life, they aren't constant. So why even stress over them? Who cares? Half of them really don't care about me anyway. They talk about me behind my back and act as though they are something they aren't. People like that deserve to be around each other. They won't get me caught up in the drama. Too old and too tired.
To be honest, I'm still mad, but I'll get over it. I hate the fact that people do not understand the meaning of friendship. And all too often, it involves some sort of back-stabbing or misunderstanding that no one bothers to resolve. In which case, none of us is perfect, so it would behoove me to just push certain people aside that are currently in my life. This way I know that no more drama will occur. I really don't like dealing with people. Maybe that's why I really don't go anywhere. It's work and home/work and back to work again. I feel like it's safe to not really bother with people. Because all of a sudden, someone has a problem with me, and my kindness. I do not know why people want me to become like them. I will never be like anyone else. I can only be me. Whether that's being kind, or wearing my hair curly, or wearing baggy clothes, or not wearing any make up. I can only be me. I've found that by being on this earth for 32 years that the only person/people I have to worry about is me and my son. And while other people come in and out of your life, they aren't constant. So why even stress over them? Who cares? Half of them really don't care about me anyway. They talk about me behind my back and act as though they are something they aren't. People like that deserve to be around each other. They won't get me caught up in the drama. Too old and too tired.
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