Trying to Keep Sane...

Having all these blogs keeps a sista sane. Today, I'm venting on saying what you feel. Some often say I'm blunt. That's just me. I say what I feel and try to be as tactful as possible. However, I also consider myself a very nice person. I guess some think I'm two-fold. Life is far too short to hold your tongue. Especially when it comes to the truth. Your honesty is sometimes all you have in this world. I try to be as frank as possible on all occasions. I think sometimes folks are turned off by all that bluntness. Oh well. They'll get over it. I wasn't put here to please the world. Which brings me to a whole different topic. Don't know why I was put here, definately wasn't to please folks though. Humans are the only creature that seek their worth and their creator. No other creature cares about their worth, they just serve their purpose and die. We are the only creatures to ask "What is my purpose"? Who put me here and why?" "What happens when you die, and what does GOD have in store for me"? I often ask myself those questions. Only to come up with no solutions or answers. It can be frustrating. Simply because I'm a problem solver. I like to accomplish things on my own. I'm a "do it your-selfer." I see a challenge, face it, and tackle it. Life's ultimate questions disturb me. Some say seek religion, or the Church. I often think that I must find GOD within me. I need to find the faith that drives me and harness it. One's relationship with GOD is a very personal one. Church confuses me. Bible school confused me as a child. It would confuse me as an adult. I need to find my own peace. And then, I think, I will have all the answers to the constant questions of life.