Wednesday, August 25, 2004

Why can't you be honest?

Honest with yourself and honest with me. Why somebody gotta pry the truth out of you? I thought you were grown. What's with all the bullshit? I'm a blunt person and if you can't be honest with me, then you can't get to know me. Some people say I'm too honest. Because I want the brutal truth. There's really nothing you can say to me that will hurt me. Words don't hurt too much. Especially now because I'm grown. I'm an adult. Too bad you arent!

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

Friends Forever...

We vowed to be friends forever... And you disappeared. I don't understand. Maybe you found a girlfriend. Who knows. But for some reason, you chose to dismiss me. It makes me angry because you were supposed to be my friend. No matter what. All of this tells me that you never were my friend. What happened? Did you disappear because I was no longer feeding your ego. I couldn't tell you what you needed to hear. I went over myself time and time again. Trying to find out what was wrong with me. And we all have our faults, but I found nothing wrong. I tried to call you, you never called me back. I tried to email you, you never emailed me back. And while I should've gave up a long time ago, I just couldn't. Now, it's official. You took my heart, left it in a bag, and put it under your door mat for me to pick up whenever it was convenient. And for the life of me, I just don't get it. Why would you turn your back on me? Does this mean you were lying to me the whole time? I asked you for the truth time and time again, and you never told me what was really on your mind. So this is your fault. It's your fault that shit isn't going to work out for you. It's your fault that karma is going to tap on your shoulder. You could've been honest. You don't do people this way... Especially your friends.
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