Whenever one of my co-workers goes out of town or out of the country, I always ask them to bring me something back. So far I have something from Chicago, Paris, Cancun and Trinidad. I can't but help feel like why don't I ever go these places. What am I waiting for? I should be visiting the world right about now. But somehow I've managed to stay up and down the east coast. How boring? Every year I vow that I'm going to go on a great vacation and see some sights or something meaningful besides B-more. And well I never do it. Seems like work always takes precedence. I always wondered what is it about life that makes people want to see the world. Maybe it's because life is not promised to you and eventually you know this and want to see everything that this Earth has to offer. Some folks want to see beyond this Earth and want to go out to Outer Space. I wonder if you go far enough in Outer Space will you find God. Or if you die in Outer Space do you see God faster then people who don't. Maybe God can't be found in Outer Space. Maybe God can only be found in inner space.

Still didn't want to get off the phone. I feel like we had 8 years of catching up. And for the life of me I still don't know what exactly happened to make me disappear. I had no reason to. Knowing me, it was probably so flighty relationship that made me lose touch with you. In which case I'm sorry. After all the recollecting and after all the memories, I'm just beginning to realize just how much you meant to me and just how much we meant to each other. What I wouldn't do to have one of those summers back. Or just that summer When I got off the phone with you, I cried. Simply because I haven't been as happy as I was that summer in so long. That summer happened over 10 years ago. We vowed to never let 8 years go by again and not talk to each other, or to not see each other. I wonder why I now feel like my life wouldn't be the same if I didn't talk to you again. Once again in such a little time we became best friends. I don't know where all this is going, but promise me that this is a new chapter in our lives.

I didn't want to get off the phone. But I was so sleepy! It was nice just to talk. Talk about memories and things that we use to love about each other. I'm glad I found you. And yes both of our lives have changed, but I know that our lives will definitely be better now that we made it a point to stay in touch. The future is unclear to me, but I welcome getting to know you all over again. This time don't let us fade away. I may not be able to find you the next time.