Sitting here on a Saturday morning sewing and I'm thinking so much about all the things people say I shouldn't worry about. When you are young, people say, awww don't worry about marriage, and a mate... You won't be single for long, you are beautiful... Hmmm? Is 37 years supposed to be a long amount of time, or short? I'm confused...

People say don't worry about having more kids, you have plenty of time for that. But what is plenty of time,when the average woman will have complications having children after the age of 35.

I'm sorry to be so concerned about my biological clock. According to the world I shouldn't be. But it that's the case then why is everyone so desperately looking for love, marriage, and baby carriages?... Just a thought.

And then there is the ancient cliche that says, when you are looking for love, you will never find it. I guess that's true... every relationship I had was actually unintentional... But how do you even begin to "look" for someone. And why do people actually assume that I'm looking for a man, just because I'm single, or want to be in a relationship. Do they mean, I welcome love into my life, or do they mean I'm some sort of Cougar on a prowl??? I don't go to singles bars or clubs, or dating networks or dating services??? So how am I "looking" for love??? I'm confused now... Let's just say that I'm not opposed to a relationship. But to be honest, I'm so leery of meeting new people that IDK when or if I will ever be in one.

Nobody said that I wasn't confused...LMAO! All I can say is that I'm a diamond in the rough, and it would be nice for somebody to find me and polish me into a beautiful gem.

OMG!

I haven't posted to this blog in ages...So much has transpired in my life... I don't know where to begin... Maybe from where I left off... Wasted damn near 3 years of my life on somebody that wasn't worth 5 minutes of it, let alone 2.5 years. But we all have to go through dumb shit like that... It's life... and evidence that we are still walking on this Earth.

On a business note, I finally stopped working a 9 to 5 and concentrated on working for me...Ahhhhh the splendor of self-employment! It's wonderful. I can truly appreciate those who work from themselves! It's truly an adventure. I wonder about those who dont. Hmmmm....

I've gotten to know some wonderful people these last few years...And I thank GOD everyday for them. Life is far to short to not recognize those that have made such a beautiful impact on your life... So to Gee, I say... thanks for reading!