Someone help me, I'm drowning in this river of confusion. I don't know what to do, where to turn, how to feel... I'm so perplexed about life and where do I turn. Sure I go to work everyday and come home everyday, but I feel like I'm lost in a sea of indecisive emotions. I want out and I need peace of mind. I feel like if we talk I can get some sort of closure, but then again, I don't even know if that would help. I just need to forget about it and keep on moving, but it's so hard... Hard to forget and hard to remember. What a paradox!!!!!!!!!

No I haven't called you and I will not be calling you. It's okay if you call me, you might feel the need to talk. But I refuse to bend over backwards for you any longer. I'm far too good of a woman to chase after any man. And if you don't want me, like Fantasia says, then don't talk to me... See what men fail to realize is that whomever wins the waiting game wins the relationship game... But I get no satisfaction out of winning this game. I'm just ashamed it had to come down to the game. But sometimes folks just don't appreciate you until you're gone. And to be honest, I really haven't gone anywhere, I'm just treating him like he treated me.