This is to all the haters:

Just know and believe that 2006 is gonna be my year and I will shine. There are folks out there that will attempt to take my light. But just like the Olympic Torch, it never goes out. God lights my light every morning when I wake up. I'm far too blessed to let anyone with negative energy take my shine. I've worked too hard for it. And just when you think that I can't come back, I come back each and every time. Harder and stronger. I'm like Rocky and I've just came back from Russia to open a can of whip ass on the competition.

If you love me then you already know my destined path. I might not get there this year, but I'm on my way. And nothing will ever stop me. I deserve for the world to see my vision.

To all those that know, never stop grinding... Never stop hustlin and just when you think that you are tired remember this... You can sleep when you die... Now wake your ass up and make this money with me!!!

Peace!

A mystical unrefined shy black butterfly!

I keep listening to the Ex-Factor and wondering when things are going to get easier. Because no matter what happens, it just isn't going to work. I never really thought that I would be put in this situation. I feel like one of those after school specials. How can you love somebody and just say goodbye to them? This is how. I now have sympathy for my past relationships, because if those people felt like I'm feeling now, damn! I guess I need to thank God that I came to this realization. Need to move forward and don't look back. There's nothing behind me but pain. Nobody wants to be lonely. I don't think any of us wakes up in the morning and says you know what, today I'm just going to be the loneliest person in the world. But I do think some of us wake up and say you know what, I just need time and space. That's how I woke up this morning. Needing and wanting to be alone, but cursing myself for feeling some sort of dread. Something is telling me to walk away from this one. Cut my losses and move on. My inner voice is always right and whenever I don't listen to it, I regret it. I have a feeling something better is right around the corner.