Yeah I was feeling the 10 questions. Sometimes I need to vent like that. My mind is still spinning about some things. I'm slowly but surely getting over my friend's death. I don't think it's his death that bothers me, but death reminds me of my own mortality. And if you're a reader of this blog, you know that horrifies me. It's something I have to come to terms with. And no matter how much I talk about it or how much I try to find peace with it, I can't... I'm just hoping that GOD can guide me through it... I'm so scared...