Snow...

I hate snow. Infact, I hate cold weather. I hate looking at snow, walking in snow and driving in snow. Thank GOD I don't live in a really cold state. Maryland is pretty mild in regards to winter weather. Ever since I was a child, I hated snow. I never had a fascination with it. It was cold and I was always pretty miserable after playing in it. For those of you that live in those really warm states, you should at least see snow once in your lifetime. But to be honest, you're not missing much. It can be somewhat overrated. And while I didn't mind the day off, I didn't get paid for it. Which really pissed me off. My son's daycare was closed so it was just he and I. The day was pretty boring. They had a really non-interesting case on Court TV. And well, I haven't kept up with the stories, so I'm out of the loop. It was just another day of Elmo and Bob the Builder. How fun. Having children is definately an adventure. I didn't take my son out in the snow yesterday. I didn't want my son to get sick. It was awfully cold and he's getting over a cold now. I know bad mommy lady. But he'll have plenty of snow days in the future. He will always have time for playing in the snow.

Game...

See, I'm not a little girl anymore. I can recognize the game. It's written all of your face. I'm not in high school anymore. Don't tell me what you think I want to hear. Radar has already went up. See, I'll keep you at arm's length. I don't allow folks to get too close. Especially those I know who are running game. See fellas, honesty is the key. But game runners like a challenge. When a woman rejects them, they keep coming. And the woman keeps resisting. It's a game. And I'm not especially fond of them. Hint guys, you will never get the cookies if you keep running game. Only way you will is if the person you running game on believes your game. I'll be thirty in 2 weeks, what, you think I never heard game? Cmon now. Ever saw Boomerang? Game runners always get caught in the end. Because they always run into their match. And by the time the guy realizes they got dogged, they feel real dumb. It's a waiting game. So for all the spiders out there trying to catch a butterfly, I'm about to hurt your feelings. It's more to this butterfly then meets the eye.

Take a minute to get to know me...

Wait a second, relax, take a moment to breathe.
You need to get to know me.
Don't go through life with blinders on. There's more to any woman then just sex.
Take a second to get to know me.
You may meet a new friend, you may meet the love of your life, or you may meet a new business associate.
Have a conversation. Watch a movie with me. Find out my likes and dislikes.
Get to know me.
If you don't like what you find, then you didn't lose anything.
But at least give yourself the chance to meet a wonderful and caring woman.
A woman who takes the word friendship very seriously.
Lovers come and go, but friends last forever.
If you get to know me, you won't regret it.
But if you only want me for my body, then you are selling yourself short.
Every woman has a body.
Not every woman has inner beauty, intelligence, talent and creativity.
Not every woman is me.
I'm truly one of a kind.
Take the time to get to know me.

I am Human...

It's a new month and a new me. I am human. I do have feelings, I am a breathing, living creature. Lately, I've been treated like a dog. No respect. I feel like Rodney Dangerfield. I never get any respect. I thought being honest, kind and up front earned respect. I guess not. I've come to realize that in this dog eat dog world, you can't trust anybody and no one respects a kind person. Instead of being something I can never be, I opt to be invisible. I can't believe a bunch of grown people are acting like they are in elementary school. All they do is judge and talk about you. I can't take it anymore. It's enough to drive anyone insane. Just leave me alone. Please. Don't say my name out of your mouth. Don't concern yourself with me or what I do. I won't talk to you if you promise not to talk to me. I don't want to be around anyone anymore. I don't want to get to know you. I could care less if you think you like me. Whatever. Let me be me and let me be in my own world. I can't take the outside world anymore. In order for me to keep my sanity, I have to cut these people off. They are killing my spirit and putting out the fire that burns in my soul. I can't even be creative anymore because my heart hurts so much. I have to find peace within me. If I don't shut myself off, I will surely go crazy.