I need to sew this weekend. Yes I'm behind, very behind. I've been trying to resolve some personal issues, but no resolution is in sight. I have a lot on my mind, and to be frank, it's a constant irritation. A friend of mine told me he was prescribed some sort of sleeping medication because his mind was always thinking when he slept. It caused him to not get any sleep. I think I have the same problem. Constantly at thought. I'm an over-thinker. I always have been. I think folks perceive me as weird because of my thought process. I guess that could be true. I do think I'm weird. In fact, I think most creative people are weird. Some thing about the way their mind works. I haven't found too many people that understand the way my mind thinks. Maybe one day I will.

Well it's February, and besides being Black History Month, it's also the month that we celebrate love, and the most irritating holiday ever. That's right, I'm hating on Valentine's Day. I hate it. That's cause I've never really had too many good ones. Maybe one out of my whole life. I feel like scrooge on Christams, bah humbugh... Or whatever he says... And while I know that I shouldn't have such disdain for this "lovely" holiday, I do. People getting flowers, candy, jewelry, cuddly teddy bears, and emotional tear jerking cards is enough to drive me insane. Yes I hate Valentine's Day. Yes, it's overrated and commercial, and just a way for folks to get more of our money, but I mainly hate it cause it hates me. Since I can remember it's always been just another day for me. I had hoped this year would be different, but it won't. But to all those that get love on this holiday, I hope you have a wonderful day.