Intimacy:

A close, familiar, and usually affectionate or loving personal relationship with
another person or group…


The Epitome of Intimacy is not just when you share something with someone,
but when you begin to share everything with one person.

Laughter, tears, joy, pleasure, pain, bad memories, good memories, love, hate,
fantasies, fears, dreams…

Firewalls....

Yeah I said it... I hate the firewalls at your job. Yeah they are party poopers. No myspace, no IM... That just sucks. How can they allow me to go on Black Planet, but not myspace. Oh well... What else is new? Plus everybody and they momma is on myspace. I guess they figure we would get no work done. Maybe they are right. Myspace is an addiction. I'm venting about firewalls, but I cannot get Yahoo IM. Yeah I can download it, but the firewall will never let me log on. Plus I don't know all those proxy settings, etc... etc.... I got it at home, I guess I have to wait until then. Not that I talk on it too often. No one really to talk to...

Which I guess brings me to my second vent of the day...Some how, some way, I've lost track of my social life. Can someone help me find it? It's evading me. See what happens when you work all the time. Everybody in life passes you by and then when you want to spend time with folks, they are no where to be found. Or they got married or something. Who knows. I just don't get it.

Spoiled?????!!!!!

Yeah I had to vent about this again. I also have a blog on my myspace page that focuses in on this subject... On two different occasions, men have called me spoiled. Maybe I am. That's because I'm really use to a man that loves me and cares about me. So when I do meet new people and they expect something from me, then I let them know that the least you can do is show interest and respect. If you aren't interested in getting to know me then don't. But don't call me when it's convenient to you and say, Oh I didn't return your call because I've been soooo busy. Okay, that's cool, but now don't expect me to be on your time. See you when I see you. One thing folks gotta understand about friendships and relationships is mutual understanding. Don't act like you really care about me but then freak out or act stupid when I ask you to go out of your way. If you can't accomadate simple requests, then to be honest, don't waste my time. I know women who get their rent, phone bills, and car notes paid by men they haven't even slept with. The least you can do is be my friend and get me something to drink when I come to your house. But then you want to get some!!!! Please! I'm tired of men. See that's why I hate being single cause you gotta deal with all this bullshit! Fellas, that's why women hate being with new men. Just incase you're wondering why. Who really has the time, energy and patience to start all over again? I know I don't. Not when I got somebody that cares about me already. And no we aren't in a girlfriend, boyfriend relationship, but who cares? I'm beginning to realize that things like that just don't matter as much anymore. Life is way too short!