"Why"

If Jadakiss can do it, so can I!

Why??

Why does my heart feel like it weighs a ton?
Why couldn't have Poopie called out sick from work that day?
Why is it so hard for women to lose weight?
Why can't men like us the way we are?
Why is it always cold at my job, even in the summer?
Why everybody in Bmore is a junkie?
Why did they invent Aids?
Why people around the world are starving, and I'm considered fat?
Why men gotta lie and bullshit you?
Why is my baby daddy a fuck up?
Why did I have to meet ADJ?
Why did my favorite DJ move to Atlanta?
Why all the good niggas get locked up?
Why are brothas livin on the Down Low?
Why is Black Planet full of a bunch of horny people?
Why is starting your own business so hard?
Why folks don't believe in GOD?
Why can't folks know and believe why Jesus died?
Why are all the odd chapters of R&B chronicles the shit, and the even ones are okay?
Why do I always fall in love with the wrong people?
Why do good girls always finish last?
Why can't a man spoil me and love me like I deserve?
Why is my son the funniest child on Earth?
Why is my dad such an asshole?
Why does my creativity hurt me so much?
Why did I sell my Lexus?
Why do my nails always break?
Why am I so plain?
Why can't I cook?
Why can't times be simpler?
Why am I always asking why?

"You Don't Know!"

Don't tell me you don't know. Don't tell me that you are grown and cannot find the words to express your feelings. What do you mean you don't know? Why didn't we work? What was it about me that threw you off? Why am I only your friend? Your homie? You cool peeps? What makes me different then other women? I know I'm pretty, ambitious, hard working, honest and loyal... I know those are qualities that most men would love to have in a woman... So what does it mean you don't know? Maybe you do know? Maybe you can't find the words or the reason why? Maybe you don't want to "hurt" my feelings. All I know is that it's your lost and when you find yourself in the no win relationship, or when your girlfriend cheats on you, I'll ask you what happenened. And you'll say I dont Know.

Someone stumbled on this...

I thought I deleted this blog in April of 2003. However, someone stumbled upon it. He emailed me and asked why I stopped writing. Okay, the format is a little different, but I decided to keep all the old posts. I sure did miss this rant page. So much so that I wrote blogger to reactivate it. After reading all the old posts, I remember all of the old drama that sparked me to delete my blog. NO MORE OF THAT! But I still get angry, and folks continue to disappoint me. Therefore, I will never run out of writing material.